Graduation

     Graduations are symbolic of where you complete one milestone in your self, but however, it starts you on your next journey of your life. As anyone hopes, the happiness of a graduation, the self-pride, and feeling of completeness would last forever, but however it would not. After you complete a graduation, you endure a feeling of emptiness, a trail of self want, and trying to find the next step in your life. For exmaple, after my graduation of middle school, I cannot expect what would happen next year in Midwood High School. Will it be fun? Sad? Horrible? Will I meet any new friends? Will I be popular? Will I be smart? Will I be average? Will I be below average? I cannot ask a thousand questions, but however, every night before I sleep, I ask myself these questions. I do not know what to expect, I go though a feeling of being a child all over again. However there I one good thing of changing schools, I will start once again on a new clean slate. I don't have to be the smart, perfect student that I was in middle school. I could just be a friendly, somewhat smart guy that everyone enjoys hanging around. But however, I don't know how to do that. [I just cannot believe how much I am pouring my soul into this one post.] Feeling lost is not a good feeling to have, neither is doubt, nor helplessness. I wonder what the next school year would be like.....................