Leaving

     The post is entirely inspired by my great friend Vanessa leaving her blog for days to weeks. I find it a loss for myself, because I enjoy reading her blog because usually it is quite interesting. Since that she has left, for the past several days I was thinking upon leaving also. I feel as though blogging has changed for me, because when I started blogging I enjoyed the sensation of expressing my thoughts, but for the past several days, I have lost that sensation. I feel as though the experience of blogging has changed from being fun to a job. For the past several weeks, I made sure that I blogged once everyday, and for some reason I kept doing that. I have completely lost all inspiration of new posts, so for the next several days to weeks, I will recover myself through spending time with my family and friends.
     Okay, as you read this far, this is probably the last post in the next several days to week because this is the last stimulus I have. Everything in this world has a begining and ending point. Humans have a birth date where they are born and humans have a death date, where their life cease to exist. Not only do animals and living creatures have an ending but also so does legacies. Since that I am Asian I will talk about Chinese history. There were many great dynasties throughout Ancient China, and each dynatsty led to another. Every dynasty had it's own ideas and throughout that dynasty the idea changes. Changes are happening everyday and every moment that everything lives. As that idea changes it might lead to greatness or hell. Dynasties change when the line of ruler change, and usually that happens through a weak king, and once that happens all ideas of the previous dynasty is dead. That shows that point I'm trying to explain, not only does life leave, but also ideas and other stuff like knowledge will leave Earth.
     Books are the very remanent of knowledge that people want to be eternal, such as the monks of the Middle Ages kept copying books of previous time, so they will not be lost. Some books are very rare and there is only one copy left. Once that one last copy is gone, that knowledge within it leaves. Before books were invented, people kept the knowledge and passed it to younger ones through teaching and ect. Yet people is an unrealiable source because not everyone is fully truthful. If someone carries history throughout their generations, sometime they will leave out parts of defeat or humilitation and that knowedge will leave Earth forever.
     How did I get so sidetracked??? Anyway, the point of this post was suppose to talk about family leaving. As one ages, they grow old, and must accept their final point in life, death. Death can be interperted two different ways, as one's end point, or as one's transitioning point where they leave to a different world. Truthfuly, I am religous and believe in life after death, but someties I wonder where that is. As one leaves Earth, where are they going, another dimension on Earth?  Another world? The list that I can make is endless, and as one leaves, it creates an aura of sadness upon the dead one's close family, and friends. Yet as human is not perfect, we usually keep that sadness inside of us, and never leave. Even as one accepts the leaving, we don't truly forget it, and at times where we are weakess, we are overwhelmed by a feeling of sadness. If we don't handle the sadness correctly, we might make horrible choice such as sudicidal<-- (is that a word?) choices. Whatever I just wanted to write this post to tell people that you must let go of one's death and not hide the sorrow within you, because sorrow can always escape the strongest of cages that one can generate. Even the slighest crack it acn go through and cause unbelievable damage to one's body. Instead letting it out through differnet methods, such as crying, sweating is more healthy...