Centipede!!!

     Although I said that I lost all inspiriation to blog yesterday, I just had to make this post to share one of my biggest fright of all time.  Although you might of had guessed form readig the title, I am really afraid of centipedes... They are just so gross, it totally defies everything with like 30 legs and moving around so fast. To tell the truth they are so icky and they scare the fright out of me...
     Like half an hour ago, I saw a centipede under my bed and I tried to kill it, but it got awau and now I'm freaking out. I use like a whole can of lysol spray (even though it doesn't even kill it) and sprayed everywhere in my room. I'm wondering if it is still under my bed. I used a flashlight and still couldn't find it anywhere, and I'm scared that throughout the night it might climb onto my bed and bite me or something. I'm even more scared of it climbing into my mouth, and me eating it. I don't know if I sleep with my mouth open so I'm scaring myself right now. Currently since I'm blogginga nd you're reading this, right now instead of my feet on the ground, I'm sitting on my chair with my feet where I'm suppose to sit on. So instead of my butt being on the seat itself, it is actually on the place where your back is suppost to be. So I'm sitting on the back on the chair with my feet where my butt is suppose to be. Is it confusing?
     Since I was young I was really scared of all bugs and stuff. I still remember several months back where I saw another house centipede and I freaked out like crazy. I ran from my room screaming all over the house, and oddly my father was in my room, and he luckily he killed it for me. I don't get it, I clean my room like everyday. I make sure there isn't any food scrap anywhere. I wipe the floor, disinfect and do everything to keep my room clean, but still there are bugs in my room...
     Back to my phobia of bugs. I don't understand but somehow I'm not afraid of stuff like snakes, but little bugs scare the creep out of me. Whenever I see any bug, and yes any bug, and I freak out (except at school because there are people around me). Somehow I don't freak out in public because that would be very embarassing. Anyway I'm still sitting on my chair and not putting my foot on the ground and waiting for that centipede to show up so I can kill it...