Spanish Presentation -_-

These past few days I haven't been able to blog was due to the excess amount of AP homework I got, all the tests, quizzes, and the preparation needed for my Spanish Presentation......... -_- I haven't even played League of Legends at all for the past two days....... It's so sad that I don't have a life anymore...........

So, this blog post is about my Spanish presentation. For the presentation everyone was in a group of 3, and my Spanish teacher, Mrs. Vargas made us write a long dialogue and we had to remember it. So today I presented, I was supposed to present yesterday but other groups took too long, so LOL! :D Before the presentation I wasn't afraid at all, but for some reasons when I went to present, I actually was afraid and I almost forgot my lines.... Luckily I only made a few pronunciation errors so it was fine! :D

I'm so happy that I finished my presentation, but tomorrow is my Living Environment test and I'm under alot of pressure because I have a 100 average in that class............. I can't mess up even one question on the test, or I will lose my 100 average... -_- I will be crushed if I messed it up........... :'(

Also other than worry about the Living Environment test, I cannot stand MUSIC CLASS!!!!! OMG!!!!! I HATE MR. COHEN!!!!!!! He's such an asshole, because every single day he keeps yelling at me if I talk while every single person in the room talks even louder than me...... Today I just shut my mouth and sat there, and he looked at me and he said "To those who are just sitting her, KNOW THAT YOU'RE GRADES ARE SUFFERING!" I'm like I already know the song, what you want me to do? Keep playing it over and over again? I just can't stand that old man......... -_- I just can't believe that while Vanessa enjoys her music class so much, I just suffer in mine... -_-

Whatever, enough complaints, tomorrow I will write a post about my beautiful day hopefully, or it will just be more complaints........ :D

FOOD!!!! :D/ Photo of ME! :D (Finally I know, I finally put a photo of myself on the blog! :D ENJOY!)

LOL! Remember that post of how I said that I really don't like to eat anymore.......... -_-

LOL! So now instead I love to eat once again! IDK why but I guess through going out with friends I found a taste in eating, but mostly because I'm "re-learning" how to play handball so it takes lots of energy! :D SO I GET HUNGRY! HUNGRY! HUNGRY! LOL! :D

I haven't blogged at all these few weeks due to two reason:

1) I got into playing League of Legends......... -_- That game is so addicting! OMG! :D

2) I am really busy with all my homework and League at the same time......... 

The sad part is that IDK why but I'm suffering from insomnia.... My dark circles are very big now.... -_- :'(
SAD.............. This past week I haven't been able to sleep well for some reason... IDK why though. : ( Also, right now I'm really really bored..... I don't have anything to do anymore because well I don't want to do anything. It's some called LAZINESS....... :D LOL! I'm "usually" not lazy because I like to do everything first and then relax but I'm really fed up with AP homework. My teacher is crazy! Everyday he gives us a ton of AP homework expecting us to actually do it....... -_-

These past few weeks I'm actually having fun! It's now warm so I can actually go out. Well in the cold I still went out but not that often. Whatever.......... :D 

So the whole post was suppose to revolve around my obsession (LOL! That's a song by UKISS)  about food. But first let's talk about my obsession over cat photos. LOL! :D So I got into the whole fad about cats! :D HEHE! :D LOVE CATS! I surf facebook alot of times now just for the funny cat photos and cat videos. LOL! I've been with Sharon and Vanessa too much :D! :D

LOL! So today I went to 8th Avenue and ate out with friends and my friend took my photo! I really like that photo so I've finally decided to add my first photo of meself in my blog! :D

I think I look weird in the photo.. -_- My smile is took large....... :(

Whatever! I like the photo of meself though! :D I don't take lots of selfies so here's one of the few I actually have! :D

Reply to Story (Vanessa's).........

So this morning (which is now) I just read my friends story on her blog.... It was about this girl and this guy, facebook, then conversations, and the most important striking thing to me was the big age difference............... In her story it ended well, but to me the girl was in danger all along while talking with that old man...................

Here's the link to the story: http://happyvanessa2298.blogspot.com/2013/04/it-all-started-with-comment-reply.html

The first striking this was: 

1) When they met they discovered their huge age difference. To me the ages might be 16/40 or like 16/50ish.......... As you notice, she did not reveal the ages so I can old guess............. -_- So in my analyzing of the story, the situation usually ends differently. There's always those news of pedophiles "hunting" out little kids through social media websites, and that's what I think of it.

2) The guy didn't talk to her just because the girl didn't talk to him for a week because she was busy......... UMMM..... SHE'S BUSY!!! WHATCHA EXPECT? Like seriously? You're not that important in her life as you were a stranger maybe like a month ago...... -_-

So that was what I though about the story on Vanessa's blog.........

I know that I ruined the not so great ending by making it worst because I criticized every aspect, but that's what I actually thought........ LOL! :D -_-

I think I mentioned it before BUT B1A4'S COMEBACK IS MAY 6TH!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D 

So these past few days I've been soooo excited for my FAVORITE'S BAND'S COMEBACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've been fan boying for the past few days and my friends see me as crazy.....  -_- This is what I think to you mean people! :P

Anyway, these past days I've been soooo busy. Like seriously, to people it's still midterm season.... IDK why but my teachers love giving exams all at once, so tomorrow I've got two midterms........ -_- Whatever, LET"S HOPE I'LL ACE IT! Quick question/statement: NOBODY says "ace" anymore these days......... -_-

LOL! This is a quick post because I feel like I haven't posted in a long time, which I actually didn't.............

I found out something today: I've stopped thinking! :D Like before I always have alot going on in my head and it's just tiring. Somehow these past few days I haven't been thinking. LOL! So not me right? :D I feel happier this way, like I don't think until someone asks me a question or I just suddenly thought of something and I just say it. :D

Whatever, ALL OF YOU VIEWERS BETTER VIEW B1A4'S COMEBACK SONG/ALBUM!!!!!!!! :D I'M COUNTING ON YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.S. Sharon what'cha get on the music midterm?

--Allergies-- -_-

The reason I haven't posted in these few days: It's allergy season...........................................at least in New York...............................

For the past few days, allergy season started so I'm getting a hard time breathing, seeing, and sleeping........ I went to the doctor yesterday for new medication but it doesn't seem to help....................... This morning when I woke up my eyes were all red and swollen!!!! OMG! I couldn't go to school because it was affecting my vision. So I had to wait about an hour after waking up for my eyes to return to normal (I mean like not swollen and less red) so I could actually see and go out................ That was a pain in my ass......... And now I gotta carry a mirror around because I keep using those allergy eye drops........... -_-

Also, I've been getting vision problems with my right eye because it's constantly swollen and itchy....... So these few day's I've been refraining from using the computer sooo much so I've been listening to music ALOT........ Now I know all the lyrics in some of the new songs like MAN IN LOVE!!!!! :D

Whatever, I'll get over the allergies when the season's over....... Let's hope it's soon!!! :D

ALSO I'M SO EXCITED FOR B1A4 COMEBACK ON MAY 6TH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOO HOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! B1A4's my favorite K-pop band btw......... :D

~~Fighting with my MOM -_- ~~

Okay, let's start out with what I did today............ :D

Today I woke up at 9:15, which is extremely late because I usually get up around 8. I woke up really late today was because I decided to cut gym, so I went to school at 5th period because I have 3rd period lunch so I could skip that also. So I cut my day shorter for like 1 hourish.... Don't get me wrong, I am not in the habit of cutting, I only cut non-educational classes........... :D

Today was actually a great day except the down weather. Today I took my music mid-term, and I did really great! :D I got a 9+ from playing Star Spangled Banners out of 10 so I got like a 95! YAHH!! The only sad part was that I got a 30/40 on my English literary test so, Boo Hoo....... -_-

The reason for writing this post is to explain about why I fought with my mom and vent out my anger! So I asked her if I could get brown or blondish highlights on my hair since it's summer so I want something new, but she said "No" straightaway. Also, I asked her for it like 5 times already and she rejected me all 5 times except once, but then changed her mind later............. Anyway, so I decided to ask her again because I wanted it really badly..... IDK why I can't get it? It's just highlights..... But her reason was "Because you would look gangster, so bad people will bother you if you get highlights. If you don't they will not notice you so they will not come near you.." Like really? Everyone these days gets highlights............ She threatened to kick me out the house and disown me if I ask her for it again........ She said no highlights, but she didn't say no to hair chalk!!!!! HEHE!!!!!! :D [Devising a plot here! HEHE!]

Since I'm fighting with her, I haven't talked with her since the beginning of the day, and to tell you the truth I can not talk to a person for like ages. Last time when my dad threatened to hit me, [he never does harm  me or my sister, but he always threatens us] I didn't talk to him for like an entire month, and since then I've been on cold terms with him........... :D I have an innate ability of not conversing with someone if I don't feel like too.... :D 

Whatever, I still DON'T GET THE POINT OF WHY I CAN'T GET HIGHLIGHTS!!!! I know highlights are a very typical Asian thing to do, but I really want it. In the summer if I get dark brown highlights, it would look really nice under the sun! So it would be like I have highlights but I don't have them if I'm indoors! COOL! :D See? You understand that now?

Whatever, I'm still going to find a way to color my hair brown!!!!!!! :D 

GOOD NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Fashion "Choice" ~~ :D ~~

LOL! This post is about my choice of fashion and how I like to wear my clothing.....!!!!!!! The entire reason I'm writing this is because both guys and girls keep telling me I dress nice and "Asian Looking"!!! LOL!!!!!!!

So today I rolled up my skinny jeans (took me forever because I had to measure each layer to make sure both legs were the same length and looked alike....... OMG!) and I wore a slim jacket with a tight v-neck shirt..... So, I met my friend Samur/Samar in the hall, and the first thing she told me was "OMG! You dress so Asian...... All you got to do now is get Asian glass......" LOL! So that totally made my day because she only liked to insult me, she never complimented me.... :D LOL! I get happy over the silliest things........ 

Also, I'm so happy because I finally bought those Capris on Ebay, and they're going to come in another two weeks.... So perfectly on time for summer! :D Oh yeah I forgot to mention that those Capri were "Korean Fashion" because I found out that slim or skinny things on me from "American-based stores" aren't skinny on me.... So like the other time I bought that skinny jean from American Eagle, and I chose the smallest size, 28x28,and that thing was sooooo not skinny on me.... It wasn't at all tight, and the stupid waist was too large on me............ Such a waste of my $25............. -_- However, when I shop on "Asian stores" either online, or online LOL!! :D the skinny stuff are either skinny or slim...... So ALLS GOOD!!!!!! :D

Anyway, sooooo mannnnyyyyyyy (Many I wrote many and I stretched the ending, it reminds me of that Korea Drama Manny...... You should match it because it's good!) people tell me that I dress with my own sense of fashion. So that guy Sam asked me if I like art or music and I said kinda, and his response was "Of course you do..... Seeing how you dress it's obvious......." IDK what that meant, but then when he explained it to me I was like "You're wrong, if a guy like art or music he doesn't necessarily have a sense of fashion......" LOL! I said that because there are so many artistic people I know and they're fashionly handicapped.............. Like really, there was this guy in my music class and he a total art/music fan but he dresses in the worst outfits ever! Like really, you would wear a pair of blue converse that is so old and broken with a pair of totally oversized and huge baggy jeans, with a hoddie that is 2 times oversized? Ewww..... You should've seen it....... :D [I know I sound really snobby, and mean but really, almost every teenager these days can pick a decent outfit, or at least not look like they're a slob................. I hate that I'm being mean, but that's what I think so that's why I write....... :D]

Anyway I just wanted to share you with that people tell me that I dress nicely..... As you all know, a compliment can make a person's day just like Samur/Samar did!!!!! :D So BE NICE PEOPLE!!!! [You don't have to me tell me that I'm a hypocrite because I already know.......]

HAVE A GREAT DAY EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!! 

OWW!!!! MY EYE.......... -_-

Okay this entire post describes the problem that I'm having with my eyelashes................ :D Soooo......... If you don't wanna read it because it's just another complaining post, you may skip it and read the next post that's probably going to be published tomorrow....... :D

Anyway my eyelashes are causing my eyes to hurt as they grow inwards.............. I had it a few years ago but now as the lashes are growing a bit longer, it hurts like crazy!!! OMG! It feels like there's a bristle the brushing against my eye whenever I blink, move my eye or close my eye............ D: ...................... I'm thinking of going to the eye doctor and just get surgery of freezing the roots or something........ I really hate it and it's getting really annoying now.................. I've tried plucking them, and hear this: NEVER EVER AND I REPEAT, NEVER EVER PLUCK YOUR EYELASHES!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!! It hurt so bad........................ OMG!!!!! Just remembering the pain kills me..................................................... The sad thing is, after going through all that torture, it grew back in a week..........

OMG!!!! I just don't know what to do.... Next week I'm going to the doctor and see what I should do about it..... I just can't wait until I get rid of the hair that's scratching my eye......... From what my doctor told me, my cornea's pretty scratched up and scarred................... :(

--CONFUSED--

Okay, first of all the first thing I want to say is that I've been using so many dashes and those squiggly lines in my titles.......... :D

--Anyway, prepare for reading something lengthy because this post I rambled a lot.............. :D--

Anyway the thing I'm confused about is that today I went out and met my sister's friend accidently..... Okay before I explain my confusion I'll tell you the setting and the course of my day.... :D

This morning I woke up kind of early, I woke up at 12:30....... :D [Yep, that's considered early to me :D] And afterwards I woke up to find my mother cooking vermicelli, and cutting up those "siu lap" <-- Asians should know what are "siu lap", you know those poor chickens, ducks, and other stuff you find in those Asian restaurants hanging in front of the restaurant............ Anyway, she bought home 1/2 a roast duck, and those soy sauce chicken........... To be honest, I really hate eating siu lap because there filled with additives, and unhealthy stuff and to make it worst, they're all so oily...................... Anyway, I ate the oily things and afterwards I got 3 extra pimples, so good job mom for giving me extra pimples.......... :D

And then at like around 5 I started to talk with Vanessa on Facebook.... Like usual, our conversation was talking about K-Pop, and dramas......... :D We talked about artists and stuff...... And then I got into the topic about "that" music video.... OMG!!!! I described the music video as the one with a cat in it..... And that totally caught Vanessa's attention... LOL!!!! :D [She's a totally addicted to cats...... Last year, in computer class, the year was devoted upon surfing the internet for random funny cat photos with Sharon............. TSK TSK] I couldn't remember the song title other than it was from Infinite.... LOL!!!!!! :D I was totally freaking out over it because I forgot it...... LOL!!! Anyway luckily I remembered it was Man In Love by Infinite and it was time well spent because I got Vanessa into liking the music video!!!! :D Yahhhhhh!!!!!! 1 for Victor!!!!! :D

Then I went out afterwards to buy those white converses that I wanted... OMG!!! I had to walk three different stores to find it in the size I wear... LOL!!!! :D

Afterwards, I went to McDonald with my sister and mother.......... Okay, so I'm finally close to getting to the point of why I'm confused... LOL!!!!!! :D I tend to ramble a lot...... :D 

So at McDonalds, somehow my sister's friends showed up... Kathy and Ken somehow found us......... TOTALLY WEIRD................... Anyway I knew Kathy from like four years ago because she and my sister was like friends forever....... Anyway there I met Ken, whom I never ever saw before.... Anyway for description: Kathy's a short, chubby Asian girl with horrible makeup.... And Ken's a tall, and Chinese looking guy....... Anyway, somehow they found us, and somehow they ended up sitting with us eating.......... All throughout the conversations while eating, Ken kept staring at Kathy, whom I think he likes, actually I don't have to think because it's so obvious..... Anyway, again the word somehow, he kept staring at me..... EWW!!!! So during the hour we spent in McDonalds, because I eat like a turtle, and so does my mom and sister, he stared at Kathy for like 30 minutes and like 20 minutes at me....... EWWWWW!!!! Then somehow he told everyone that I was "handsome" in Cantonese...... So he called me "lang gai"..... SOOO NOT AT ALL WEIRD........................................... 

The part that I'm confused at is that why he hit up on me........ Is he gay? Or is he just open about his words...... Shouldn't he call Kathy "pretty" instead? OMG!!! He's such a pain in my ass....................... So somehow, he's a nuisance to me after meeting him for the first time in my life and I spent like an hour with him..... 

Anyway I'll probably be spending tonight, and tomorrow pondering over the subject of why this guy would hit up on me, and stare at me for soooo long............

Hmmmm..... So share you views on my "confusion" and unconfuse me please!!!! :D

LOL!!!!!! :D GOOD NIGHT!!!!!! 

-----Commericals------ -_-

I really dislike the commercials that I am forced to endure while watching Faith....... OMG! Almost all the commercials that I'm seeing right now suck....... When I said almost I mean all.......................... -_- I'm trying to watch Faith starring LEE MIN HO peacefully but these stupid commercials keep popping up and distracting me and boring me out.............. Like every 8 minutes there's a commercial and it's annoying me.......... :'(

Okay one of the commercials that totally stupid is about this "gangsta" kid.... He's like in 3rd grade, and he's a fat chubby kid with curly hair... Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that the commercial is about a stupid movie on Hulu...... Anyway, he's supposed "gangsta" and the playground is his "turf"..... OMG!!!! Watching that gives me two views of our generation:

1) It's totally messed up, like really? a 8 year old kid say's "This is my gang, basically the good guys."-I watched this commercial so many times, I can write out the entire script for you........... Then the "rival gang" who the gangsta kid describes as "That is Andrew, he's a real pain in my ass." Like really again? pain in my ass from a 8 year old kid?

2) Older people that write these movies and scripts really thing that we young people only enjoy violence and stupid video games........ OMG! Like really? We have a sophisticated lifestyle of enjoyment, and I enjoy a lifestyle of keeping my hair intact and not messed up....... :D LOL!!!!!!!! :D

LOL!!! So today in class my teacher was talking about commercials, so I brought up the topic about the commercials with the gecko in it........ I thinks it's for Geico, or some insurance company...... Anyway, that gecko somehow survived 8 years walking in the street without getting hit by a car or anything......... Like really? A tiny gecko walking in the street with cars driving, and yet after like 8 years of commercials it's still living? A gecko lives like 3 or 4 years in real life.... LOL!!!!!! :D

Anyway, I wanted to describe to you people about commercials....... LOL!!!!! :D 

Anyway it's really late in New York right now it's exactly 1:05 AM when I'm writing this sentence, so when I publish it it should be around 1:06-1:08ish....... :D 

Anyway, good night people!!!!!!!!!!! :D Tomorrow I'm going to enjoy the day!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Lee Min HO!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

I'm 99.9999% sure that all you viewers know that I'm obsessed with K-Pop, and Korean dramas...... :D Anyway while watching dramas this week because I was sick all week, so I didn't get to go out and enjoy the beautiful weather until yesterday........... I somehow was watching the drama City Hunter because I wanted to watch an action drama, and I was totally loving the entire drama!!!!!!! OMG!!! The plot was like so good, and there were cheesy parts and dumb parts but everything somehow came together............ :D The script writers and the editors were like perfect!!!!!! :D

Anyway, after watching this drama I liked the leader actor, Lee Min Ho....... LOL! Before I didn't understand why Vanessa was obsessed with him because I viewed her videos of him singing and I wasn't that impressed....... Also his character as Jin Pyo or something like that in Boys over Flowers wasn't that good either........ But after watching City Hunter I starting liking him....... LOL!!!!! I feel like I always contradict myself in the end, so I should stop saying I don't like this and that isn't that impressive because it always comes back and bites me in my face.......... :D

Anyway after watching City Hunter, I watched the other drama, Faith....... OMG!!! I loved it too not only because of Lee Min Ho, but because I like science fiction............ :D The plot and the characters in Faith however aren't as good as City Hunter but the graphics and the action made up for it.............. :D

LOL!!!!!! Why am I ranting about those two dramas.... LOL!!!!! Whatever.................. I better start enjoying the last of today........... :D

SKypE!!!!!! :D

So according to my friends, this entire week I've been in MIA mode...... LOL!!!!! My first reaction to that was like "WHAT!??!" After learning that I was in "MIA mode", the first thing I did was skype with friends....... :D I skyped for like about 1 1/2 hours, which isn't actually that long considering I could sykpe for like 3, 4 hours at a time............ IDK how I could possibly find that many things to talk about, but I do.......... LOL! :D

If you read my earlier post I clarified to my friends that I DO NOT USE MAKEUP! ~~I don't count concealer as makeup....~~ Anyway I only use concealer on "special" occasions..... :D So while skyping with Brandon, he asked if I use mascara because the first thing he noticed about me when I met him was that "I have long eyebrows....."................ I think you can guess my reaction....... :D :D :D I'm wondering about my friends lately because they've been so concerned with my appearance and my face.......... Especially the guys, because many of them ask me how I take care of my face and stuff............................

Anyway the most important thing I learned from skyping was that the Rilakkuma doll that I wanted from Elizabeth Center is on sale!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!! I wanted that doll for like ever, but I thought it wasn't worth it because it was $35....... But now it's only $20ish so I'm so going to buy it!!!!! OMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAH!!!!!!!!!!! :D

If you don't know, but I have an obsession for pets, and animals..... I love animals, so when I grow up to be like 25, and have my own house, I want a dog!!!!!!!! I'm totally a dog person, not a cat like Vanessa and Sharon who is going to grow old and own a hundred cats and be those old cat women...... :D Instead I plan to grow old, own three dogs, and have a big house........ So I'll be those fat, cranky old dog men!!!!! :D That's my future plan........... :D So when I'm going to be like 25, I wanna wake up early in the morning and walk around the neighborhood with my puppy!!!!! [If you didn't know, I'm really afraid of big dogs........ LIKE SERIOUSLY AFRAID!!!!! I run away from those big dogs like German Shepard and Rottweilers and ects.... No matter if they're harmless like those cute German Shepard, I cannot stand them........ They're size just makes me scared of them............] 

Also while skyping I was coughing and blowing my nose like every 5 minutes......... I guess I'm still sick like a duck........ I wanna get better already!!!!!!!!!!!! WAH!!!!! WAH!!!!!! WAH!!!!!!!!!! :D

Good NIGHT!!!!!! 

--Still SICK-- -__- / MAKEUP!!!!!! :D

I'm going to cry....... It's been like a week since I was sick..................but yet I'm still sick.............. :'( 

This morning when I woke up, I wanted to get out of bed right away, so I did.... I really regret that because when I got up, immediately I was dizzy and I collapsed back on my stupid bed........ It's was lucky that I fell on the bed or else I would've hurt myself................. :D

Yesterday and the day before yesterday I did all my homework! I'm so proud of myself!!!!! :D HAHA!!!!! :D ~~I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!!!~~

Today I went out with my mom, and sister doing grocery shopping! I really like to go out and just walk around and buy stupid stuff!!!!! :D I walked around Rite Aid, CVS, and Asian supermarkets.... My mom didn't but any groceries today saying that nothing was fresh. Today was actually really fun except today I had to push a stupid blue carriage... My dad didn't go out with us, so no car......... :'( 

LOL.......... So today in Rite Aid the cosmetics were off, so I bought myself a new concealer...... :D In school most of my friends ask me if I use makeup because my face is really smooth, and nice...... (When they first told me that I was like "WHY DO YOU THINK I WEAR MAKEUP???!!!???") Anyway, they always tell me that I have very pale, and smooth skin so I'm like "okay.........." To clarify to people a.k.a my friends "THE ONLY MAKEUP I USE IS CONCEALER"!!!!!!! Also, I only use concealer on occasions such as family dinners (my entire family, not only my mom, dad and sister), birthday parties, entire family outings, and ect ect ect........ :D

LOL......... The last paragraph is so weird......... I don't think you viewers care about how I take care of my skin because I really don't....... It's too much work..... LOL!!!!!!!!!!! On Wenesday when I go to school, after my friends reading this, they're so going to kill me................... :D

Anyway, I'm still sick so when I looked in the mirror this morning I was like OMG!!!!! YOUR FACE IS SO THIN AND PALE!!!!! OMG!!!! OMG!!!! OMG!!!!!! LOL!!!!!!!!!!

I feel like this post is about my skin.... :D

Whatever!!! ENJOY THE LAST REMAINING DAY OF YOU'RE BREAK TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Break......... So FAR..............................

The reason that I haven't blogged at all these few days is not because I'm having sooo much fun over these few days so I've been neglecting my blog....... Instead it's for a much worst reason........... I've been sick all these few days................ :[

One or two words summarizes my entire break so far.........

- Sick

- Bored

- Suffering

- Tired

- Doctor Visits

- Antibiotics

- Strep Throat

- Stuffy Nose

UGGHHHHHH........ I hate this break..........................................

It doesn't make sense to me...... The entire winter where it was like 5 degrees all I worse to school was three layers: a t-shirt, a sweater, and a hoodie.................... Somehow last Saturday when it was like 40 degrees, I wore a cardigan and a t-shirt, I somehow got sick............ I'm wondering if body temperature coincides with being sick or not.............

I hate being sick, especially with strep throat because it's killing me....... For the last few days all I've done was sleep on the couch, because the stupid antibiotics makes me fatigue and tired............ I'm guessing I lost weight too because I haven't eaten much except medicine................ On top of that, I had to cancel all my plans to hang out with friends, so I'm probably missing out on so much fun...............

However the worse thing is HOMEWORK..................!!!!!!!! I haven't done anything yet.................. AAHHHHH!!!!!! I'm going to die of homework as I got an AP essay, an oak tag project, packets, and engrade stuff to do..................

Anyway let's hope that I'll get better soon................ How was your break people?

BUSY WEEK!!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!!! This week was like EPIC!!!!!! I had sooo much to do with sooo little time.................. :'( 

So let's starting venting out now! :D

Monday: Monday was actually a really boring day........... I had a math test and a vocabulary quiz, with which I got an 18/30 on the vocabulary quiz, so I'm veryyyyyy saddddddddd.................................... That day was also the day where my Global AP teacher gave me an AP Essay to write overnight!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!! He's crazy!!!!!!!!!!! That essay took me three hours to write, and I had like a hundred other homework, so I slept at 3 and had to wake up at 8 tomo............ :'(

Tuesday: Today was actually a better day as I got no quizzes or tests. However today was a very sad day............... I'm not sure if my friend was just joking but I asked him why he looked so angry and anti-social and his reply was "Maybe because I don't want to socialize with you"................................... :'( That was so hurtful, so now I'm not talking with him at all.. NOT ONE WORD IN 3 DAY..... 

Wednesday: Nothing really interesting happened, because I got soo much homework again.........

Thursday: This day was fun!!!!!! No teacher gave me homework except English so I finished it in school! :D Then I went out with friends afterschool so it was also fun. Then I went to parent teacher conference and I was treated as a slave by Carissa and Destiny............... :( But I met both Sharon and Vanessa!!!!!!!! The only sad part was that I didn't get to talk to Vanessa at all.......... :'( O'well there will be a next time........ :D

Friday: Today was AMAZING!!!!! I went out with friends again! :D IDK why but I just felt like it too..... I went out with Dan, Kenny, and a bunch of other people whose name I cannot remember! :D We went to 86th street and we went to Hi Tea. I'm sure that owner hated us because we were so loud and we were loitering there after buying like 10 drinks from him :D...... Afterwards we met up with other people (whose name I don't remember either!) and went to the park. There I played handball with Dan, Kenny and Anna, and it was really fun! However the wind was strong and my hands still hurt because of the cold! :( 

Anyway, I had a great week despite the homework and all the activities......... I was so tired after getting home today, I just napped for 3 hours..... :D

????DISLIKING FOOD????

I'm so sad.............. I can't find anything that I like to eat........ For the past several months, I didn't want to eat anything. I lost my entire appetite and I just don't feel like eating anymore...............................

Nothing that I eat I like, so I just don't want to eat anymore... OMG!!!!!! That's so bad............. :'(

Whatever, I'm determined to find something I actually want to eat soon...........

Time.........

~~continuation of last post~~

Only time can heal a wounded heart.

A wounded heart can never fully heal.

With the strongest of all medicine, it cannot re-mend a heart that's torn apart.

A heart's that torn, will be torn forever.

Only through time will a heart heal once again.

Just as time can heal all wounds, it may heal a heart.

Though a heart may heal

a scar will form. A scar of of pain, a scar of humiliation.

Though it may heal, it will leave a scar.

A scar that will never be gone.

A scar that will last an eternity.....................................

~~I just made this poem up in like 2 minutes~~ 

I know it's not perfection, it's what I'm thinking right now while watching Flower Boy Next Door................... :D

A Shattered Heart.............

OMG!! I got the stimulus from the Korean Drama Flower Boy Next Door!!! :D

Within a shattered heart are hundreds of pieces of fragments....... Within each piece of fragment holds it's own story............................... Stories of painful memories; memories that people try to hide, to push away from their hearts, their minds, and withing themselves. Yet nothing disappears, it only returns with even more force, like slapping a ball on the ground, with only it returning with even more force................................................

Yet somehow there's always a string..... A string that re-mends the fragmented pieces of the heart........ Everything broken leaves a scar; a scar that might be invisible, yet it's still there............. Some try to remove it through time; however, it never fades...........................................................

~~Creepy Asian Guy~~ EWWW!!!!!!! HELP ME!!!!!!!

OMG!! There's this Creepy Asian Guy in my gym class and he's really scary........ He looks harmless, but he's really scary..... He looks like one of those people that don't' seem to be harmless but really are!!!!!! OMG!!!! HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway the reason that he's really creepy is that he has a really freakish tendency to stare at you, and whenever he stares, he gives off this really creepy smile....................................................... OMG!!!! In gym class with my friends Sam, Jerry and Albert, whenever I turn around he's somehow always behind me and staring at me........... OMG!! Today was like the 12th time where he's behind me.................. OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Also, whenever we're in the locker room, obviously my friends and I change...... DUH! That's what locker rooms are supposed to be for..................... Sadly that creepy guy's locker is straight across from mine......... EWWWW!!!!!!! First of all, whenever I arrive there he's always there smiling...... OMG! Freaky enough..... Then when I put my stuff down, he always stares at my friends change..... OMG!!!! I notice it because I have to turn around to put my backpack on the bench and he's always right there.......... YUCK! Then when I change, my friends all say he stares at my back!!!!!! EWWWWW!!!!!!!! CREEPY!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway I just had to say this because it's been on my mind for like the last two days......... 

Let's hope you viewers don't know a person like him......... OMG!!!! The hair on my arms still stand up from the frightfulness.......................

K-Pop Club!!!!!!! :D

LOL!!!!!! Anyway today I went to K-Pop club for some random reasons, that I don't even know why.......... LOL! :D 

Anyway, I went and K-Pop club was actually quite boring...... The club president, this drama-queen, whose voice is so annoying, and whom I hate, said usually they play games and stuff so we'll see next week............... :D 

I got home at like 5:20ish, and I'm so tired right now.............. Last night I didn't have a good night sleep, and I kept hearing my sister blabbing on the phone until like 3, so that made it even worst............. :'( Today was just a boring day, so my life right now is boring.................

My friend Brandon also ditched me, adding to the bad parts................................of the day....................................... But on the bright side, I finally talked to this guy called Bryan, and I like kinda knew him but he wouldn't talk to me......... UGGGGHHHHHHH............ He's a friend of my friends, and every single day in lunch, he would sit across from me on the lunch tables and stare at me, but he wouldn't speak a word to me............... I find it so annoying, but finally, finallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy he talked with me....... LOL!

Tomorrow is going to be a long day because I got to go to peer tutoring as a tutor, so I gotta go to school earlier............ WAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!! It's all for the credits.... Sigghhhhhhh...........................

Anyway, this sums up my day so far, and it's isn't good.......... 

P.S. I'm happy that I don't have a ton of homework today!!! YAH!!!

My Birthday........ :D

Okay so today is my birthday............. I should be happy but I cannot because I'm another year older....... This usually comes from those girls in their late twenties complaining "What's so great about a birthday? It's just another milestone of being old................" LOL!!!!! :D But that's what I felt today..........

Anyway I spent today somewhat like I wanted to spend it...... Throughout the year I made sure that no one of course except Sharon in Midwood would know my birthday.... However sadly I did tell several people the other day because I was complaining I had to go to school today..... :( Other than that, no one knew so I was very happy! I didn't want everyone to say it because it causes too much fuss.........

Sadly today, I didn't get to celebrate. My mom told me since it's on a school day, we're not going to celebrate it this year, instead we're going to celebrate my Chinese birthday, so YAH!!!!!!! :D I get red envelopes!! :D

ONE GREAT NEWS IS THAT: Sharon got me a very great gift!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!! I <3 it!!!! :D I couldn't believe that she got it for me! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD OMG!!!!! :D

Here's a photo of it:

Anyway, it's like 4 pads of paper with B1A4 pictures on them!!!! OMG!!!!!! I'm so happy to receive it!!

It's the most thoughtful present for me, because as you know, Chinese family (at least mine are) don't really go out to buy presents instead they give you like $50 and say "here's some money, go buy your own present! Happy birthday!" So my family, including me, is very lazy and especially don't like to go gift buying......... :D

OMG! I just wanted to share this happiness with you!!!!!!!!!! :D

Regret/Philosophies

At the end of the drama "Shining Inheritance/Brilliant Legacy" [A Korean Drama] SungMee says a really astronomically good line! Her quote is perfect! 

I should really say the quote and its: "Regret? Regret is for those who had a choice." OMG!!!!! It's so wise, and yet so sad......... "Regret is for those who had a choice." WOW! It's so deep..............

I personally find that quote true, because you regret your actions when you had a better one to choose from. You really cannot regret something you did if you had no other choice, because what's there to regret then? 

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Part Two:

Philosophies........................

I am a person who likes definite things, I do not like anything which is debatable. Two plus two is always four, there is no other answer, ever! Yet some things are un-answerable, such as the question which I previously wrote "What is love?" Although you may answer that question, there isn't a definite answer provided by factual evidence, where everyone will agree.......

Ever since my English teacher Ms. Hoque (pronounced hawk, like the bird hawk) brought up the topic of philosophies it made me think about it............ Here are several philosophical questions that I have:

1) How to live life to the fullest and without regret?

2) What is love?

3) What is a person's destiny?

4) What is family?

and lastly

5) Why were we born?

I hate those questions because there aren't any scientific answers for those questions? For example, although blood relations is essentially what a family is, deeply it is not...... It's suppose to be a group of people tied to together through love and hardship............ Yet other people will disagree and say something else........................ See? This is why philosophical questions are annoying.............. If there is a definite answer than it's not a philosophical question right?

One answer for question one, is developed throughout history. For example, Buddhism is a way of life so it is classified as a philosophy, yet today it is a religion because there are eternal "forces" and other "factors"......... :D Also I think vegetarianism is a philosophy because it too is a way of life.......... :D

Whatever, from this point on I hate when people ask philosophical questions.......... :D

~~GYM CLASS~~ = HELL>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

I feel like my gym teacher enjoys to see children suffering, because everyday in gym everyone in my class suffers from muscle aches........................ ARGHHH!!!!!

Right now, even after two days of rest, my arms and my abdomen still hurts.................... I feel like Mr. Padula [my gym teacher] hates me....... Everything he chooses to do, is what I hate to do............... He makes us do push ups, curl ups, sit ups, squats and others stuff......... Yet he doesn't make us run......... Running is the only exercise I like, that's why I can play tennis and other running sports that require no strength!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aigoo [that's Korean!!!!!!!!!]!!!!! I really hate Padula!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This was suppose to be an extremely long venting post about my horrible life but whatever!!!! I gotta eat/cook something to eat because I'm freaking hungry!!!!! Bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


좋은 하루 되세요!!!

Curiosity..........................

This post is all due to Sharon's blog post about her dreams, and Vanessa's comment on that post................. :D

So my friend Sharon wrote a post of two of her dreams, one very sweet and so lovey dovey it makes you want to barf, and the other one a horrid, gruesome, gory, and sad one that makes you sick to your stomach. Anyway, the sweet is about her and her "crush" going out on a date on a bridge, and how that guy hugged her and told her to close her eyes. Then the guy put a couple necklace on her, and blah blah blah. The gory one was about it raining all kinds of animals from the sky, where when the animal reached the group blood spilled everyone and she described it as a "slaughter house." Then the dream changed scene to her being in a prisoner room, handcuffed, and waiting for her parents to pay her ransom. To show her her fate if her parents didn't pay, the people that kidnapped her, killed a girl in front of her............. She then described how she kept telling herself to wake up but she didn't, but luckily her father woke her up............ :D [P.S. Sharon and Vanessa, this entire paragraph was from my memory, I didn't once look back at her post....... :D  I have a great memory!!!!! :D Also, I only read her post once!!!!!! :D I'm like sooooooo goood at this!!!!! :D]

Anyway, at the comment section Vanessa wrote something about thinking she knows whom the guy in the dream was....... She referred to the guy as "you know who" which totally reminds me of Voldemort in Harry Potter, anyway back to the point, I really want to know whom the guy Sharon was crushing on!!!!!!!!! UGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!! I'm so curious, and I'm dying of curiosity, hence the title post being "Curiosity" duuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh................................... :D

Com'on Vanessa tell me!!!!!!!!!! I wanna know!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!! PWEASE!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!! COM'ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Anyway, please comment below a name, or 5 hints that would let me know whom "you know who" is!!!!!! Thank you for your cooperation!!!!!!!!!! :D

P.S. Isn't it so annoying when you want to know something but another person wouldn't say it????? Don't you just hate people that say "never mind" when you wanted to tell you something, and now is making you want to know it??????? UUGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! Annoying people those are.............. :D 

~~MY BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR~~ :'(

First of all, let me start of immaturely............ NO FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHO DO I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL ON MY BIRTHDAY!!?????????? NO FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! N-O F-A-I-R!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, I'm done with the stupid tantrum. :D If you don't know, from I was a baby, I never had to go to school on my birthday. Even if it wasn't on a vacation, I always didn't go to school. But this year my birthday is on a school day and my mother said I cannot skip school for something as silly as my birthday. She said we'll just have an earlier birthday party for me.............. 

Umm excuse me, but, who celebrates their birthday early? It's suppose to be celebrated on that day you were born............. Hence the term birth-day.......... Duhhhh............... 

I do not understand why I have to go to school........ You will keep hearing me complain about this..................... :D

Have a great day!!!!!!!!

~~HOPE~~

I'm wondering how grim the world would be without hope........

Hope is all that we wish could/would happen. Everything we do, we hope that it would be correct, and not cause us any harmful consequences............. Yet at times, hope is lost, and at that darkest moment is where in dramas the guy or girl comes and brings hope back into the character's world..................... I know that's a horrible comparison, but I cannot think of anything better............. :D

Hope is all that we can wish for, yet hope is an intangible object............. We cannot see, touch, hear, smell, or feel hope......... Yet it exists....... Yesterday in class my English Teacher as us "What is Love?" Till right now, I cannot answer that question....................... [P.S. If any of you viewers could answer it, please leave it below because I really want to know!]

Hope is hope....... LOL!!

This is such a weird post but that was what was on my mind/heart.......... Whatever............................. :D

Have a great day everyone!!!!!!!! :D

My Valentines Day!!!!! :D

Today was almost a perfect day for me!!!!!!! I cannot believe it but it was extremely close to perfect........................ :D Other than the few "dark" moments, it's was extremely bright, fluffy, and beautiful!!!!! :D [I'm using such weird descriptions, but it's what's on my mind, so it's what I'm writing! :D]

This morning I overslept like 20 minutes, but luckily now I skip breakfast, so it didn't really matter! :D I got to school on time with like 10 minutes to spare! :D The only sad part was that I had to wait for the bus for like 20 minutes at the stop.................... The other sad part was that I only had on one hoddie, with no t-shirt underneath, soooooo that was just perfect! But luckily there wasn't wind this morning....................... :D

At school the first thing I did was to go see my friends as usual in the lunch room! There I just talked and had semi-fun with them........ :D Anyway, in gym today I'm so proud of myself! I did the pacer yesterday and I ran 45 laps and I'm extremely proud of myself! Today we did the curl-ups and I did 50 so that was another success!!! :D Sadly to right now my thighs still hurt, so ??????????????????? Tomorrow we're doing the push ups and I really don't have much upper body strength so fail...............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

After gym at my living environment class was a back to pre-school day! We started coloring RNA and DNA and it was so stupid.... But at least I had 1 friend in that class called Richard. The only annoying part is that he enjoys quiet, so it's kinda awkward trying to talk to him and all he does is nodding back......................

All the other classes were good except at English where I only got a 21/30 on my vocabulary test........... I wanna cry!!!!!! :'(

Tomorrow, we're getting another one and let's hope I actually do better....................... :D

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This was suppose to be a Valentine's post so why am I talking about my day????????

Anyway, as you all know, or should know, my valentine for the day was my teddy bear! Sadly I couldn't bring her [yep my teddy is a her, because the tag it came with named it Beary, and I thought it was feminine, so it's a female] so instead I brought my mouse toy...... People at school stared at me like I was crazy calling a mouse my valentine, but whatever! It's my valentine not yours!!!! :P There were so many haters, because they were jealous because they didn't think of it!!!! :D

I really hope that in the future I wouldn't have an inanimate valentine............. :D

Like all you people wonder, I wondered how my "partner" would be........... I found out that stuff I want is so detailed and imperfect............ Odd right? I usually like stuff perfect, but for my "other part" I want an imperfect person because being perfect is annoying.............. :D To be honest, I try to be perfect at times, and it's annoying both trying to be perfect, and to the people around me............ So now I'm just a dorky, funny, outgoing person........... [Weird right Vanessa, Sharon? Last year I was more shy, and isolated person]....................................... Anyway, I just hope to find "her" in the mere future.............................. :D

I'm wondering how you viewers spent your Valentine's Day!!!! I've been getting viewers all over the world, yet only my best friends Vanessa, and Sharon would comment!!!! OMG!!!! You can be anonomous to comment, so com'on stop being so afraid!!!!!!! I like to share stuff with you viewers, but why can't you reply back?????? COM'ON if you can't, please at least comment on this one post!!!!!!! :D PWEASE!!!!!!!! PWEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D [Yep, it's baby talk time]................ :D

Let's all hope next Valentine's Day will just be as perfect as this one!!!!!!!!!!! :D

MY VALENTINE!!!!!!!!!!

This year is the first year that I got a VALENTINE!!!!! YAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, my valentine is my............................................ Stuffed Teddy Bear!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

HEHEHE!!! I know the title is deceiving but it's true! Tomorrow I was originally going to bring my teddy bear to school, but an epiphany arrived to me......... Sadly, it was too large to carry the entire day, and it's too large to fit into any of my bags....... LOL! :D So instead, my valentine is going to be my small mouse stuffed animal Mia Mousey! :D

LOL! I just described to you my first valentine, and I'm sure several years from now, I would laugh at this......... :D This is one of the few reasons I wrote this post! :D

But luckily, several of my guy friends [awkwardly] asked me to be their valentine [which I laughed at sooooooooooo muchhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D].............. LOL! Anyway, I declined because I said "No way! My teddy's my valentine!!!!!!" I guess now it's "My mousey's my valentine!!!" 

I just had to share with you viewers my odd valentine for tomorrow!!!!!!!! :D

Let's all hope that we would have a great Valentine's Day!!!!!! For all you viewers with your "mate" [hehe] let's hope that you will continue having the same "mate" for the Valentine's Day in the decades to come! For all you viewers without your "mate" let's hope we'll meet one soon!!!!!!!!!!!

P.S. Valentine's Day's origin was dated back to the Romans. Emperor Claudius II executed two men, both named Valentine, on February 14th, and it was named Valentine's Day to honor them by the Christian church. However, through history, and Shakespeare, it became a day of romance, and kissy-faces!!!!! :D

Let's hope you all enjoyed this post!!!!! :D Have a wonderous Valentine's Day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.S. 2 Tomorrow is one of the best days for Pisces!!!!!! And I'm a Pisces, obviously, and tomorrow is a day of excitment and challenges!!!!! OOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! That just sounds so lovey-dovey!!!!!!!!!!!!! Plus tomorrow we're suppose to feel daring, and that just smells like love!!!!! :D OMG!!!!! I'm so excited, because this is the first year, when someone asked me to be their valentine, although it's a guy......... But at least he's a close friend..... I kinda regret not saying "yes" because I have to spend it with my cute mouse!!! Whatever, we'll see tomorrow!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!

~~Asian Society~~!! :D

Today was the Asian Society Annual New Year's Banquet, and I actually had a lot of fun............ The only sad part was that today none of my guy friends attended, so I had to hang out with girls................ :'( Whatever.............. 

Anyway, today I made my favorite raman noodles with chicken!!!! I just love ramen noodles because I love them!!!!!! :D

Here's the photo of the dish I made:

I personally loved it, and I hope my friends and other people also like it!!! :D YAH!!!!!! Plus, I got out of 9th and 10th period, and I'm so happy for that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! D

100th Pageviews!!!!! Yah!!!!!!!

By now, all you viewers should know that I'm extremely immature and mature at times....... LOL! :D <-- That makes zero sense to me........ :D

Anyway, obviously that 100 pageviews is not for this blog, as I'm close to my 700th by now! [Please continue to support me!!!] But instead that 100 pageview is for my K-Pop blog!!!!!!!!! :D Within about several months I have gotten 115 pageviews, and I'm extremely excited!!!!!!!! :D I cannot believe that people actually visit that blog because it's filled with stuff that I personally love............. Anyway I just wanted to share this momentous milestone for my other blog.......... :D

P.S. Please continue your support of this blog, as I love to tell tales to you viewers! :D

Oh yeah, if you wanna check my blog out here's the link: http://myworldofk-pop.blogspot.com/

Thanks for your support!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG! I'm like jumping up and down my chair right now!!!!!!

~~My Thoughts of the Entire Week~~

First of all, my title is totally plagiarizing what Vanessa usually does, so LOL! :D

Second, I haven't really blogged at all this week because of two reasons:

 1) I was really busy with watching Korean Dramas! LOL! :D 

2) I kept procrastinating with my homework so I didn't even have time to sleep! 

As you all know, I'm a fan of Korean stuff, Korean Pop music, Korean Dramas, and Korean movies! :D This week as of today, I was successful from last Friday, to now, on finishing three different dramas!!!!!! [I feel so accomplished because they were quite long] I finished watching School 2013, Flower Boy Ramen Shop, and Boys Over Flowers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I also have some stuff to tell my best friends Vanessa and Sharon! :D

To Vanessa: I don't get why your obsessed with Lee Min Ho???????? He was in the movie Boys Over Flowers and I think he looks really weird, especially with curly hair......... Plus, his acting skills aren't that great either.... All his angry scenes, and crying scenes were so "pushed out".... It's not really natural.........

To Sharon: Do you watch Korean Dramas too? 

Okay, as I've told you viewers, this entire week I've been procrastinating like crazy!!!!! OMG! When I look back, I feel really bad because for some homeworks I could've done much better! UGHHH! Also, this entire week I've been deprived of sleep, and I feel like an abomination of sleep................ :'( This week, I've been so close to sleeping in some of my classes and I feel so bad for that..............

On a happier note for school I've been meeting new friends, because for the Spring schedule change thing, I officially had no friends in any of my classes! Also, my most hated teacher, Mrs. Francois, was switched out and I have Mr. Klotokin and Ms. Fusco for science and there so nice! YAH ME!!! [Remember when we did that together, it was either with Sharon or Vanessa.......]

Also, I feel so great because it's Chinese New Year tomorrow! If you Chinese, that we all have a great year lying ahead of us!!!!! P.S. This is the year of the snake, so all tigers aren't going to have the bestest of years because it's "fan tai soi" or something like that........ I don't know it in English! About next week, I will ahve a post name "Chinese New Year Fun!!!!!!!!!!"

WOW [HEHE! That's the name of one of my favorite songs from BtoB! :D] this post is so messy and tons of information...... LOL! Who cares, I'm a messy person anyway!

P.S. Yesterday was "lein 28" so I had to clean my room...... Now my back still aches from that....... CRY!!!!!! :'( I had to vaccum, which I do very often, but I moved all my furniture and bed and everything to get the last bit of dust down there, and had to move it back... It's was such a pain in my butt................ :'(

P.S. 2: Sharon and Vanessa how are you gonna spend the Chinese New Year? Let's hope that we all have a great year ahead of us!!!!!!!!!! Yah!!!!!

P.S. 3: It's Chinese New Year Eve!!!! Yah I get red envelopes starting this night! YIPPEE!!!!!

P.S. 4: I almost got yelled at by my mother because I saw her doing red envelopes, and there was a huge pile of new money/bills!! OMG! My eyes were like "YIPEE! NEW MONEY!" So I ran into my room, and got all my money, and I went outside and exchanged all my old bills for her newer ones! LOL! :D I feel so stupid but I love new money! They don't smell, they're cleaner, they're less ugly, they're not ripped, and tons of other OCD stuff!!!!!!

P.S. 5: Why do I have so much P.S.'s???????? 

P.S. 6: I hated the ending for Boys Over Flowers, ugghhh! Why did JanDi end up with JunPyo instead of JiHoo??????? OMG! I'm so mad right now!!!

P.S. 7: I'm actually gonna stop writing now, so BYE! Have a great day everyone!

~~Leaving....................... TT~~~

Instead of me leaving, it's my hamster that left the world................ :'( 

After about 1 1/2 years with my sister's hamster, Oatmeal I have grown quite attached to her....... Just like several hours ago she has left this world................ Let's all pray that she would left in peace................................

Sucking on a Gummy Fried Egg!!!!!! :D

LOL! Yesterday while in Chinatown I went to a candy shop [I don't really like sweet stuff now unlike last year! :D] called Aji Ichiban and bought some gummy fried eggs, gummy frogs, sour gummy rings, and some sour gummy bears!!!!!! :D They all taste so good, but I think the gummy fried eggs are different from when I was younger........... :( I feel so nostalgic after eating these because they were my childhood favorites!!!!!!! :D

Anyway, yesterday I rode the subway home with my sister and mom and on the way I was sucking on a single gummy fried egg! I feel so accomplished because from the Grand Street station in Manhattan all the way to Bay Parkway Station in Brooklyn I had ONE GUMMY IN MY MOUTH!!!! It literally lasted about 45 minutes!!! YAAHHHH!! :D I feel so proud because usually while eating candy I cannot beat my urge to bite it! :D LOL!

I think you'll think I'm weird for being so happy for this but it's so true!!!!! :D

LOL! Have a great day!!!!!! :D

P.S. Tomorrow I have to go to school to get my schedule and I hope that I'll good teachers and have my friends in my classes so I don't have to meet more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Forced to Leaveeeeeeeeeeeee :'(

For one day I get to sleep in late! The past week I kept waking up at 7 and sleeping at like 3, so I averaged 4 hours per day................. :'( For ONE DAY!!!!! JUST FOR ONE DAY I SLEPT UNTIL 11 AND I could've slept even more, my mom just woke me up!!!!! >:( ANNOYING! 

She just woke me up and told me "Get your lazy butt off the bed and get ready to go to Chinatown............." My reaction was falling back down onto my bed and cover my face with my comforter........ :'( I'm still so tired!!!!!! I wanna sleep!! WWAAAHHHHH!!!!! :'(

So right now, I gotta go out in the freezing cold and suffer while my sister suffers with me! HEHE! :D Last night she woke me up in the middle of the night because she had a nightmare! OMG! Like just suck it up until the morning where I can make fun of her! :D :D :D

Anyway, enough complaining as going to Chinatown has its perks! 

1) I get to choose what candy to put in the candy box! YAHHHH!!!!

2) I get good food in Chinatown such as going out for tea!

3) I get to exercise (NNOOOO! I gained 2 pounds again.....)

4) FOOD!!! YAH! 

LOL! Have a great day my good viewers! :D

I'm a Shopaholic

LOL! I know you usually think of girls when you say shopaholic but I truly am one!!!!!! 

I LOVE TO SHOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

It doesn't matter whatever I'm buying but I love to buy a lot at once! For example, whenever I got to Costco with my family I love to buy stuff in huge packs such as the gummy bears that I love!  GOOOOO SHOPPPPPPIIIINNNNNNGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

The stimulus for this post was actually my friend Vanessa who described her Shopping Maul with her mom! :D LOL! She described her by buying a lot of things which was a few cardigans/sweaters........... LOL! I remember last time when I went to Staten Island Mall, I bought at least 10 bags of clothing!!!!! I bought lots of t-shirts, jeans, chinos, sweaters, hoodies, sweat shirts, and tons of other things............... :D

LOL! I have tons of other problems with me such as being claustrophobic, germaphobic, and most importantly no-friend-aphobic [yep I just made up no-friend-aphobic :D]

Anyway Have A GOOD NIGHT!!!!!! :D

So Boreeeeeeedddddd.................................................

LOL! Today i was going to go out with my mom and my sister. We were going to go out to Chinatown to buy stuff for Chinese New Year, but it was so cold this morning so we didn't actually go out. So instead this morning I watched some K-Pop music videos and I started by new blog! If you want to visit it see my previous post! :D

Anyway the reason for my boredom is that I got nothing to do. :( But when I go back to school I would complaint hat I have too much to do, so whatever..... Right now I'm sitting on the floor on top of a beach reed mat because the floor is too dirty while writing this post. As you people know I like to watch old dramas, so right now I'm watching Virtues of Harmony II on the TV. I got the entire box set for this movie and I've been watching it since I was 8. LOL! I can watch the entire drama for 6 years over and over again...... I got no life :'(

I really want to go out riht now!!!!!!! Although it's still kind of cold I still want to go out with either my friends or my family.......... 

Also I'm kind of sad right now because i made some tapioca red bean cakes and it kind of failed when the tapioca expanded..... :( The taste is kind of weird because the tapioca is not sweet enough so I think its really bland. O well, whatever, what else do I have to do this week.

LOL! Anyway have a great day everyone! :D Also, please visit my K-Pop blog at http://myworldofk-pop.blogspot.com/ because you all have no life like me! :D

New Bloggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDD

I got really annoyed because this blog was filled with K-Pop stuff................................... When I first created this blog I intended it to be filled with stories about my life, not my life about K-Pop......... :D So I started a new blog just dedicated with K-Pop! :D

Here's the link: http://myworldofk-pop.blogspot.com/

Let's hope you enjoy that blog!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Gotta Wash My Clothes ~~~~~~~ Ughhhhh........ :'(

I seriously hate to wash my clothes because I have sooooooo muccchhhhhhhhh. I would like to wash my clothes at home because we do have a washing machine in the basement, but we don't have a dryer. I don't like to air dry them because during the winter it takes soooooooooooo lonnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggggggggg........................................ So instead, I go to the laundromat to wash and dry my clothes. As most you viewers know, I'm kinda germaphobic so I don't like to use stuff that other people used...... So at the laundromat, the carts they give you, before I use it I will use Lysol [yep, I bring Lysol with me to the laundromat] on the cart before I will even touch it! :D

Also, luckily since the washing machines would wash the clothes and the machine at the same time, I would use it without worries...... But since the outside of the machine is touched by many, I would spray Lysol on the handle, and other parts that is not washed by the machine! :D LOL!!!!!!!! :D Also, I clean the outside of the dryers and the inner cover before using it! Also, I use gloves during the entire time at the laundromat just in case, so I don't dirty my hands so I don't dirty my freshly cleaned clothes! 

I sometimes hate to go the laundromat, because I have so much clothes myself. I use the regular bags that hold clothes, that are like huge already, and I need two to hold all my clothes........ So just from that you can infer I got tons of clothing......... In the summer sometimes when its seriously warm, I change three t-shirts (1 to go out, 1 when I arrive home, and 1 after I shower)..................... Also, the laundromat I like to go to is so far away from my house, so lugging all those stuff there is such a huge pain in my ass............... :[

Anyway enough complaining for now, I will be back later for a post called "Trip to the Laundromat" :D

Have a great afternoon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

How I Spent My Day............. :D ~~ Sigh...... :)

I kinda spent today really stupidly doing nothing at all...... LOL! The typical me during vacations.............. :D ------This is going to be a really messy posts! :D [Please forgive me! :D] -------

Okay here it goes:

This morning I woke up at 7 AM, but I slept at 12 yesterday!!!!!!!! I was literally so tired last night at 12, so I thought today I would finally be able to sleep in............. But NOOOOOO, I couldn't! I miss the days where I can sleep until 2 in the afternoon. sigh........................ But I got out of bed at 12, so I just stayed in bed listening to K-Pop! :D (OF COURSE I LISTEN TO K-POP!!!!!! :D)

After I woke up, I ate the McChicken sandwich left over from yesterday.... [I don't usually eat fast food, but this morning I was really hungry!]

After eating, I went back into my room and watched a really old TVB drama called Virtues of Harmony..... I watched this drama (it runs for like 325 episodes so I would be spending the entire week watching it hoping to finish it) until like 2 or 3, where I saw this K-Pop on facebook. So I started watching K-Pop music videos [which I shared Irresistible Lip with you viewers! Go watch it if you haven't!!!!!!!!]... 

After watching like 2 hours of m/v, I started watching the BtoB MTV diary!! LOL! I've been watching it since like 5............ :D Here's the link for all episodes: https://www.facebook.com/notes/btob/btob-mtv-diary-episode-finished/262092797232850 ........................................ Go watch it if you got nothing to do like me...............

LOL! This so far has been my boring day! Tomorrow I will finally write a regular post! 

Also, I want to start an entire K-Pop blog, because I feel like my regular blog (this blog) is too filled with K-Pop! So share if you want me to, or not!!!! :D

~~Leavin'~~

Don't get this post the wrong way, I am not leaving my blog, again............... :D

Anyway, the reason the title of the post is "Leavin'" is because it's the end of the Fall Term of my freshman year! I'm both excited and sad........... There are so many things to be happy and sad about! Anyway as of now, most of you viewers "should" know that I'm OCD. Some posts are just a mesh of my ideas that day, and I'm not actually really proud of it! For example, like a week ago, I was re-reading my old posts seeing how much I've changed! It was both fun and annoying! Due to me being OCD, while reading some of those posts just pushed my buttons! I wanted so bad to re-organize them, but then it wouldn't really be original because I've altered them, so I just left them alone..... :(

Anyway, this post is going to be seriously organized!

Things I'm so excited and happy for:

1) Finally, and I mean FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I get to changed my English teacher! I seriously hate him so much! He gives us soooooooo much work, and he expects too much from us. 

2) I finally get to change my geometry teacher. She has such a thick Korean accent and I can hardly understand her at times. Geometry is an extremely important subject and I cannot afford to fail it, so IF  next semester I get herself, on the news the title will be: "A 14 year old boy, threw himself out of a classroom in Midwood High School", also that applies to having my English teacher again also.

3) I actually am getting a chance to get out of Orchestral Strings........ I seriously hate playing the cello, and I totally do not want to take it home next semester because my stupid teacher requires it for 2nd semester students.......

4) I can join clubs again! This semester, I didn't feel like doing any extracurricular, so during my Spring term, I'm totally joining at least 1 club, and doing peer-tutoring!

5) New friends! Yah! However, this also applies to being sad about also..... Anyway for the happy portion: I get to meet new people, people whom I may be able connect with even more than the people I know now!

6) I actually got through half of my freshman year without anything bad happening! Although I cut classes a few times, because it was the end, I didn't get in trouble or caught doing it! That's a total success for me!!!!!!!

Things I'm sad and dreading:

1) I might not have the same Living Environment teacher! I seriously want him again because he keeps everything so simple! I've seen my friend's notes, and they're filled with stuff that we don't need to know, nor is it on the regents! My teacher just makes everything so simple! Also, he's an easy teacher, so I got a 100 average in his class!

2) I'm afraid to get more honor classes! I already got honors English, I totally do not want Honors Spanish, English, Geometry, nor do I want Strings 2...... Teachers that I "had" or will have again just recommend me for honors class without my acknowledgement..... :( -However, I do like the challenge in honors class, so this is both happy and sad?????? :D

3) I got to meet new friends............... I sometimes seriously hate meeting new people. First you got to get out of the awkward phase, and that's so hard to get out of. It's seriously hard to find someone whom you can joke with, make fun of, and still be your friend........... Uggghhhh, also I just hate talking to new people.

4) I might not get classes with the friends that I made. I really enjoy classes with the stupid friends that I already made. They're funny, loud, and "irksome"!!!----HEHE! :D

5) LAB!!!! I hate lab! I'm done with 1st semester lab, and I don't want to go through more labs. I have to wake up so early, go to school, and teachers expect us to actually be awake for lab............. Ughhhh!!!!!!!!!

6) Regents-------Ugghhhh..... I have to start preparing for regents in both biology and geometry.... I don't want to live in the fear of regents, but I got to........

7) School itself-I sometimes hate school..... So much work and so much people. Getting to school intact, and not being late....... I already hate that.....

LOL! I got even more pros/cons to list, but I don't want to bore you viewers! :D

Anyway, let's hope you enjoyed reading this "list" I made for you! :D

Have a great day!!!!!!!!!!

Anecdote! (I learned that word in Accardi's class) :D

Okay, this story is 100% true and if you don't believe me :P ...................

Anyway, on Tuesday of last week, while going to music class (I have it in the basement class, which now I never want to go to again) I had to walk in the freaking staircase, that's both dimly lit, and so much annoying people just loiter there. Anyway, there was a bunch of black girls (I know it's racist, but as of now, I hate that "bunch of black girls") and they're just standing there, being loud, obnoxious, and being the stereotypical black person. One of the girls, decided to annoy me. And let me tell you it totally both traumatized and freaking made me so mad!!!!!! Okay here's what "the evil person did": she slapped my butt... You read that correctly. "She slapped my butt".........

That's was totally unexpected, and I totally feel violated............... As of now: I hate them, I wish they would die in a ditch....... I HATE THEM! I didn't do anything to provoke them but they just decided it would be funny.............. 

As I wrote it totally traumatized me. As of now, I am fearful of walking near "black girls"!!!!! I just cannot believe that that happened............................... :"(

Whatever, I already got over it, but I am still fearful, and I will never be friends with a black girl. I know I'm being a bit mean, but I was just totally surprised and traumatized........ OMG!!!!!!!! I still cannot believe that that happened........................................................

Okay, let's hope you feel bad for me, but I know most viewers would think that I'm "overreacting" [I used that word because Sharon used it before]......... :D 

But I do not believe that, and let's hope you feel sorry for me! :D

Have a happy day viewers!!!!!!! :D

P.S. Only 20 days left until Chinese New Year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D