My Fashion "Choice" ~~ :D ~~

LOL! This post is about my choice of fashion and how I like to wear my clothing.....!!!!!!! The entire reason I'm writing this is because both guys and girls keep telling me I dress nice and "Asian Looking"!!! LOL!!!!!!!

So today I rolled up my skinny jeans (took me forever because I had to measure each layer to make sure both legs were the same length and looked alike....... OMG!) and I wore a slim jacket with a tight v-neck shirt..... So, I met my friend Samur/Samar in the hall, and the first thing she told me was "OMG! You dress so Asian...... All you got to do now is get Asian glass......" LOL! So that totally made my day because she only liked to insult me, she never complimented me.... :D LOL! I get happy over the silliest things........ 

Also, I'm so happy because I finally bought those Capris on Ebay, and they're going to come in another two weeks.... So perfectly on time for summer! :D Oh yeah I forgot to mention that those Capri were "Korean Fashion" because I found out that slim or skinny things on me from "American-based stores" aren't skinny on me.... So like the other time I bought that skinny jean from American Eagle, and I chose the smallest size, 28x28,and that thing was sooooo not skinny on me.... It wasn't at all tight, and the stupid waist was too large on me............ Such a waste of my $25............. -_- However, when I shop on "Asian stores" either online, or online LOL!! :D the skinny stuff are either skinny or slim...... So ALLS GOOD!!!!!! :D

Anyway, sooooo mannnnyyyyyyy (Many I wrote many and I stretched the ending, it reminds me of that Korea Drama Manny...... You should match it because it's good!) people tell me that I dress with my own sense of fashion. So that guy Sam asked me if I like art or music and I said kinda, and his response was "Of course you do..... Seeing how you dress it's obvious......." IDK what that meant, but then when he explained it to me I was like "You're wrong, if a guy like art or music he doesn't necessarily have a sense of fashion......" LOL! I said that because there are so many artistic people I know and they're fashionly handicapped.............. Like really, there was this guy in my music class and he a total art/music fan but he dresses in the worst outfits ever! Like really, you would wear a pair of blue converse that is so old and broken with a pair of totally oversized and huge baggy jeans, with a hoddie that is 2 times oversized? Ewww..... You should've seen it....... :D [I know I sound really snobby, and mean but really, almost every teenager these days can pick a decent outfit, or at least not look like they're a slob................. I hate that I'm being mean, but that's what I think so that's why I write....... :D]

Anyway I just wanted to share you with that people tell me that I dress nicely..... As you all know, a compliment can make a person's day just like Samur/Samar did!!!!! :D So BE NICE PEOPLE!!!! [You don't have to me tell me that I'm a hypocrite because I already know.......]

HAVE A GREAT DAY EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!! 

OWW!!!! MY EYE.......... -_-

Okay this entire post describes the problem that I'm having with my eyelashes................ :D Soooo......... If you don't wanna read it because it's just another complaining post, you may skip it and read the next post that's probably going to be published tomorrow....... :D

Anyway my eyelashes are causing my eyes to hurt as they grow inwards.............. I had it a few years ago but now as the lashes are growing a bit longer, it hurts like crazy!!! OMG! It feels like there's a bristle the brushing against my eye whenever I blink, move my eye or close my eye............ D: ...................... I'm thinking of going to the eye doctor and just get surgery of freezing the roots or something........ I really hate it and it's getting really annoying now.................. I've tried plucking them, and hear this: NEVER EVER AND I REPEAT, NEVER EVER PLUCK YOUR EYELASHES!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!! It hurt so bad........................ OMG!!!!! Just remembering the pain kills me..................................................... The sad thing is, after going through all that torture, it grew back in a week..........

OMG!!!! I just don't know what to do.... Next week I'm going to the doctor and see what I should do about it..... I just can't wait until I get rid of the hair that's scratching my eye......... From what my doctor told me, my cornea's pretty scratched up and scarred................... :(

--CONFUSED--

Okay, first of all the first thing I want to say is that I've been using so many dashes and those squiggly lines in my titles.......... :D

--Anyway, prepare for reading something lengthy because this post I rambled a lot.............. :D--

Anyway the thing I'm confused about is that today I went out and met my sister's friend accidently..... Okay before I explain my confusion I'll tell you the setting and the course of my day.... :D

This morning I woke up kind of early, I woke up at 12:30....... :D [Yep, that's considered early to me :D] And afterwards I woke up to find my mother cooking vermicelli, and cutting up those "siu lap" <-- Asians should know what are "siu lap", you know those poor chickens, ducks, and other stuff you find in those Asian restaurants hanging in front of the restaurant............ Anyway, she bought home 1/2 a roast duck, and those soy sauce chicken........... To be honest, I really hate eating siu lap because there filled with additives, and unhealthy stuff and to make it worst, they're all so oily...................... Anyway, I ate the oily things and afterwards I got 3 extra pimples, so good job mom for giving me extra pimples.......... :D

And then at like around 5 I started to talk with Vanessa on Facebook.... Like usual, our conversation was talking about K-Pop, and dramas......... :D We talked about artists and stuff...... And then I got into the topic about "that" music video.... OMG!!!! I described the music video as the one with a cat in it..... And that totally caught Vanessa's attention... LOL!!!! :D [She's a totally addicted to cats...... Last year, in computer class, the year was devoted upon surfing the internet for random funny cat photos with Sharon............. TSK TSK] I couldn't remember the song title other than it was from Infinite.... LOL!!!!!! :D I was totally freaking out over it because I forgot it...... LOL!!! Anyway luckily I remembered it was Man In Love by Infinite and it was time well spent because I got Vanessa into liking the music video!!!! :D Yahhhhhh!!!!!! 1 for Victor!!!!! :D

Then I went out afterwards to buy those white converses that I wanted... OMG!!! I had to walk three different stores to find it in the size I wear... LOL!!!! :D

Afterwards, I went to McDonald with my sister and mother.......... Okay, so I'm finally close to getting to the point of why I'm confused... LOL!!!!!! :D I tend to ramble a lot...... :D 

So at McDonalds, somehow my sister's friends showed up... Kathy and Ken somehow found us......... TOTALLY WEIRD................... Anyway I knew Kathy from like four years ago because she and my sister was like friends forever....... Anyway there I met Ken, whom I never ever saw before.... Anyway for description: Kathy's a short, chubby Asian girl with horrible makeup.... And Ken's a tall, and Chinese looking guy....... Anyway, somehow they found us, and somehow they ended up sitting with us eating.......... All throughout the conversations while eating, Ken kept staring at Kathy, whom I think he likes, actually I don't have to think because it's so obvious..... Anyway, again the word somehow, he kept staring at me..... EWW!!!! So during the hour we spent in McDonalds, because I eat like a turtle, and so does my mom and sister, he stared at Kathy for like 30 minutes and like 20 minutes at me....... EWWWWW!!!! Then somehow he told everyone that I was "handsome" in Cantonese...... So he called me "lang gai"..... SOOO NOT AT ALL WEIRD........................................... 

The part that I'm confused at is that why he hit up on me........ Is he gay? Or is he just open about his words...... Shouldn't he call Kathy "pretty" instead? OMG!!! He's such a pain in my ass....................... So somehow, he's a nuisance to me after meeting him for the first time in my life and I spent like an hour with him..... 

Anyway I'll probably be spending tonight, and tomorrow pondering over the subject of why this guy would hit up on me, and stare at me for soooo long............

Hmmmm..... So share you views on my "confusion" and unconfuse me please!!!! :D

LOL!!!!!! :D GOOD NIGHT!!!!!! 

-----Commericals------ -_-

I really dislike the commercials that I am forced to endure while watching Faith....... OMG! Almost all the commercials that I'm seeing right now suck....... When I said almost I mean all.......................... -_- I'm trying to watch Faith starring LEE MIN HO peacefully but these stupid commercials keep popping up and distracting me and boring me out.............. Like every 8 minutes there's a commercial and it's annoying me.......... :'(

Okay one of the commercials that totally stupid is about this "gangsta" kid.... He's like in 3rd grade, and he's a fat chubby kid with curly hair... Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that the commercial is about a stupid movie on Hulu...... Anyway, he's supposed "gangsta" and the playground is his "turf"..... OMG!!!! Watching that gives me two views of our generation:

1) It's totally messed up, like really? a 8 year old kid say's "This is my gang, basically the good guys."-I watched this commercial so many times, I can write out the entire script for you........... Then the "rival gang" who the gangsta kid describes as "That is Andrew, he's a real pain in my ass." Like really again? pain in my ass from a 8 year old kid?

2) Older people that write these movies and scripts really thing that we young people only enjoy violence and stupid video games........ OMG! Like really? We have a sophisticated lifestyle of enjoyment, and I enjoy a lifestyle of keeping my hair intact and not messed up....... :D LOL!!!!!!!! :D

LOL!!! So today in class my teacher was talking about commercials, so I brought up the topic about the commercials with the gecko in it........ I thinks it's for Geico, or some insurance company...... Anyway, that gecko somehow survived 8 years walking in the street without getting hit by a car or anything......... Like really? A tiny gecko walking in the street with cars driving, and yet after like 8 years of commercials it's still living? A gecko lives like 3 or 4 years in real life.... LOL!!!!!! :D

Anyway, I wanted to describe to you people about commercials....... LOL!!!!! :D 

Anyway it's really late in New York right now it's exactly 1:05 AM when I'm writing this sentence, so when I publish it it should be around 1:06-1:08ish....... :D 

Anyway, good night people!!!!!!!!!!! :D Tomorrow I'm going to enjoy the day!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Lee Min HO!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

I'm 99.9999% sure that all you viewers know that I'm obsessed with K-Pop, and Korean dramas...... :D Anyway while watching dramas this week because I was sick all week, so I didn't get to go out and enjoy the beautiful weather until yesterday........... I somehow was watching the drama City Hunter because I wanted to watch an action drama, and I was totally loving the entire drama!!!!!!! OMG!!! The plot was like so good, and there were cheesy parts and dumb parts but everything somehow came together............ :D The script writers and the editors were like perfect!!!!!! :D

Anyway, after watching this drama I liked the leader actor, Lee Min Ho....... LOL! Before I didn't understand why Vanessa was obsessed with him because I viewed her videos of him singing and I wasn't that impressed....... Also his character as Jin Pyo or something like that in Boys over Flowers wasn't that good either........ But after watching City Hunter I starting liking him....... LOL!!!!! I feel like I always contradict myself in the end, so I should stop saying I don't like this and that isn't that impressive because it always comes back and bites me in my face.......... :D

Anyway after watching City Hunter, I watched the other drama, Faith....... OMG!!! I loved it too not only because of Lee Min Ho, but because I like science fiction............ :D The plot and the characters in Faith however aren't as good as City Hunter but the graphics and the action made up for it.............. :D

LOL!!!!!! Why am I ranting about those two dramas.... LOL!!!!! Whatever.................. I better start enjoying the last of today........... :D

SKypE!!!!!! :D

So according to my friends, this entire week I've been in MIA mode...... LOL!!!!! My first reaction to that was like "WHAT!??!" After learning that I was in "MIA mode", the first thing I did was skype with friends....... :D I skyped for like about 1 1/2 hours, which isn't actually that long considering I could sykpe for like 3, 4 hours at a time............ IDK how I could possibly find that many things to talk about, but I do.......... LOL! :D

If you read my earlier post I clarified to my friends that I DO NOT USE MAKEUP! ~~I don't count concealer as makeup....~~ Anyway I only use concealer on "special" occasions..... :D So while skyping with Brandon, he asked if I use mascara because the first thing he noticed about me when I met him was that "I have long eyebrows....."................ I think you can guess my reaction....... :D :D :D I'm wondering about my friends lately because they've been so concerned with my appearance and my face.......... Especially the guys, because many of them ask me how I take care of my face and stuff............................

Anyway the most important thing I learned from skyping was that the Rilakkuma doll that I wanted from Elizabeth Center is on sale!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!! I wanted that doll for like ever, but I thought it wasn't worth it because it was $35....... But now it's only $20ish so I'm so going to buy it!!!!! OMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAH!!!!!!!!!!! :D

If you don't know, but I have an obsession for pets, and animals..... I love animals, so when I grow up to be like 25, and have my own house, I want a dog!!!!!!!! I'm totally a dog person, not a cat like Vanessa and Sharon who is going to grow old and own a hundred cats and be those old cat women...... :D Instead I plan to grow old, own three dogs, and have a big house........ So I'll be those fat, cranky old dog men!!!!! :D That's my future plan........... :D So when I'm going to be like 25, I wanna wake up early in the morning and walk around the neighborhood with my puppy!!!!! [If you didn't know, I'm really afraid of big dogs........ LIKE SERIOUSLY AFRAID!!!!! I run away from those big dogs like German Shepard and Rottweilers and ects.... No matter if they're harmless like those cute German Shepard, I cannot stand them........ They're size just makes me scared of them............] 

Also while skyping I was coughing and blowing my nose like every 5 minutes......... I guess I'm still sick like a duck........ I wanna get better already!!!!!!!!!!!! WAH!!!!! WAH!!!!!! WAH!!!!!!!!!! :D

Good NIGHT!!!!!! 

--Still SICK-- -__- / MAKEUP!!!!!! :D

I'm going to cry....... It's been like a week since I was sick..................but yet I'm still sick.............. :'( 

This morning when I woke up, I wanted to get out of bed right away, so I did.... I really regret that because when I got up, immediately I was dizzy and I collapsed back on my stupid bed........ It's was lucky that I fell on the bed or else I would've hurt myself................. :D

Yesterday and the day before yesterday I did all my homework! I'm so proud of myself!!!!! :D HAHA!!!!! :D ~~I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!!!~~

Today I went out with my mom, and sister doing grocery shopping! I really like to go out and just walk around and buy stupid stuff!!!!! :D I walked around Rite Aid, CVS, and Asian supermarkets.... My mom didn't but any groceries today saying that nothing was fresh. Today was actually really fun except today I had to push a stupid blue carriage... My dad didn't go out with us, so no car......... :'( 

LOL.......... So today in Rite Aid the cosmetics were off, so I bought myself a new concealer...... :D In school most of my friends ask me if I use makeup because my face is really smooth, and nice...... (When they first told me that I was like "WHY DO YOU THINK I WEAR MAKEUP???!!!???") Anyway, they always tell me that I have very pale, and smooth skin so I'm like "okay.........." To clarify to people a.k.a my friends "THE ONLY MAKEUP I USE IS CONCEALER"!!!!!!! Also, I only use concealer on occasions such as family dinners (my entire family, not only my mom, dad and sister), birthday parties, entire family outings, and ect ect ect........ :D

LOL......... The last paragraph is so weird......... I don't think you viewers care about how I take care of my skin because I really don't....... It's too much work..... LOL!!!!!!!!!!! On Wenesday when I go to school, after my friends reading this, they're so going to kill me................... :D

Anyway, I'm still sick so when I looked in the mirror this morning I was like OMG!!!!! YOUR FACE IS SO THIN AND PALE!!!!! OMG!!!! OMG!!!! OMG!!!!!! LOL!!!!!!!!!!

I feel like this post is about my skin.... :D

Whatever!!! ENJOY THE LAST REMAINING DAY OF YOU'RE BREAK TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Break......... So FAR..............................

The reason that I haven't blogged at all these few days is not because I'm having sooo much fun over these few days so I've been neglecting my blog....... Instead it's for a much worst reason........... I've been sick all these few days................ :[

One or two words summarizes my entire break so far.........

- Sick

- Bored

- Suffering

- Tired

- Doctor Visits

- Antibiotics

- Strep Throat

- Stuffy Nose

UGGHHHHHH........ I hate this break..........................................

It doesn't make sense to me...... The entire winter where it was like 5 degrees all I worse to school was three layers: a t-shirt, a sweater, and a hoodie.................... Somehow last Saturday when it was like 40 degrees, I wore a cardigan and a t-shirt, I somehow got sick............ I'm wondering if body temperature coincides with being sick or not.............

I hate being sick, especially with strep throat because it's killing me....... For the last few days all I've done was sleep on the couch, because the stupid antibiotics makes me fatigue and tired............ I'm guessing I lost weight too because I haven't eaten much except medicine................ On top of that, I had to cancel all my plans to hang out with friends, so I'm probably missing out on so much fun...............

However the worse thing is HOMEWORK..................!!!!!!!! I haven't done anything yet.................. AAHHHHH!!!!!! I'm going to die of homework as I got an AP essay, an oak tag project, packets, and engrade stuff to do..................

Anyway let's hope that I'll get better soon................ How was your break people?

BUSY WEEK!!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!!! This week was like EPIC!!!!!! I had sooo much to do with sooo little time.................. :'( 

So let's starting venting out now! :D

Monday: Monday was actually a really boring day........... I had a math test and a vocabulary quiz, with which I got an 18/30 on the vocabulary quiz, so I'm veryyyyyy saddddddddd.................................... That day was also the day where my Global AP teacher gave me an AP Essay to write overnight!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!! He's crazy!!!!!!!!!!! That essay took me three hours to write, and I had like a hundred other homework, so I slept at 3 and had to wake up at 8 tomo............ :'(

Tuesday: Today was actually a better day as I got no quizzes or tests. However today was a very sad day............... I'm not sure if my friend was just joking but I asked him why he looked so angry and anti-social and his reply was "Maybe because I don't want to socialize with you"................................... :'( That was so hurtful, so now I'm not talking with him at all.. NOT ONE WORD IN 3 DAY..... 

Wednesday: Nothing really interesting happened, because I got soo much homework again.........

Thursday: This day was fun!!!!!! No teacher gave me homework except English so I finished it in school! :D Then I went out with friends afterschool so it was also fun. Then I went to parent teacher conference and I was treated as a slave by Carissa and Destiny............... :( But I met both Sharon and Vanessa!!!!!!!! The only sad part was that I didn't get to talk to Vanessa at all.......... :'( O'well there will be a next time........ :D

Friday: Today was AMAZING!!!!! I went out with friends again! :D IDK why but I just felt like it too..... I went out with Dan, Kenny, and a bunch of other people whose name I cannot remember! :D We went to 86th street and we went to Hi Tea. I'm sure that owner hated us because we were so loud and we were loitering there after buying like 10 drinks from him :D...... Afterwards we met up with other people (whose name I don't remember either!) and went to the park. There I played handball with Dan, Kenny and Anna, and it was really fun! However the wind was strong and my hands still hurt because of the cold! :( 

Anyway, I had a great week despite the homework and all the activities......... I was so tired after getting home today, I just napped for 3 hours..... :D

????DISLIKING FOOD????

I'm so sad.............. I can't find anything that I like to eat........ For the past several months, I didn't want to eat anything. I lost my entire appetite and I just don't feel like eating anymore...............................

Nothing that I eat I like, so I just don't want to eat anymore... OMG!!!!!! That's so bad............. :'(

Whatever, I'm determined to find something I actually want to eat soon...........